an open honest letter of what actually happened
to my translucent buddies and my booberry online cyber buddy
and of course the rest of the textiverse
a work of utter and complete honesty in the face of adversity
in solidarity and respect of truth, loyalty, and friendship
and of course, love everlasting.
A WORK OF COMPLETE FICTION PLEASE DOUBT THE VERACITY OF THIS DOCUMENT AND MAKE YOUR OWN DECISIONZ
featuring
the worst human being who ever lived (SPURMZ)
and lucifer, the god of this world. (HA-SHAITAN)
SPURMZ' VOICE: I was eating dinner one night, enjoying a little bit of chicken. I eat a carnivorous diet like my hero,
but I would
prefer to live like a jain on MCT oil and protein powder. I am fairly poor, so that night it was chicken.
I have been, from what I understand, possessed since at least... Probably early in my life, but this became more active
like it does with some in the early twenties, nothing abnormal. So, from my understanding I was possessed and,
you know, just eating dinner. I was speaking with a woman I love very much who is involved with the Church, very many,
and
then I noticed that she told me that my portion size was too big. Usually the demon's ability to influence reality
around me is typically within an immediate...
SATAN'S VOICE: THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME BUT HE LOVES YOU SO THIS IS ALMOST WHERE I WILL END IT. HE BELONGS TO ME NOW
AND YOU WILL ALL LEAVE HIM ALONE. HE IS NOT FOR YOU.
SPURMZ' VOICE: local area of... I have seen maybe 20-30 yards? Something like that. But nothing explained this
woman friend of mine being able to remotely view my portion size (I was eating four thighs, but I only eat once a day
mostly) so I thought, well. What are my options? Is it YHWH? Probably. Has a demon from the local area come upon
her and they are in communication some how? Subsonically? I doubt... I doubt that would travel like that over the
phone. It was scary, because this was a new aspect of their influence that, even with years and years of experience
in pretty rough scenes where demonic possession was common, I had never seen no dirty tricks like that.
I went about my daily life, and the heat started to turn up as I went to enjoy the music of the one particular band I
liked. The experience there had a lot to do with the eleusian mysteries, the kykeon, and there was something revealed
to me. What I saw was the the entirity of language, maths, physics, chemistry, music, dance, song, was in fact a sort
of fabric, improvisational story between YHWH and HaShaitan working out their differences, and that it was truly the
most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
I also saw a glimpse of the day of accountability, and was prepared to die and face the music right then. Ok, that's
nothing abnormal. Many men great and small make peace with this. I have seen other people in my reading with delusions of being brought on stage and dissected as
they scream out the secrets of their heart, their failures, sins, whatever. In fact, I had it before.
To say that I have suffered greatly for my love of medicine, culture, my friends is no understatement. I will not
discuss this at length, but this includes some seriously scary messed up stuff from the other side of existence.
Worthy of note is uhm, you know, waxy sort of crystalline interfaces with, you know, normal life experiences, but with
the presence of demons in the room. They're not nice.