how are you doing
I HATE THE CURRENT WEB I HATE THE CURRENT TECH I HATE THE CURRENT MEDIA I HATE THE CURRENT THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
outside of that im doing good, hbu? im currently wondering if i should delete my massive collection of hentai. i really don't think it is being a good influence to me. i need to focus more on my projects and myself. i dont even masturbate much.
what's stopped you from deleting it already?
if it's distracting you from your work, you should probably delete it.
but what would stop you from watching it online instead?
im ok how r u?
>>3
i think it comes from my hoarding habits. i like the idea of not relying so much on the internet, and i have plenty of hard drive space on my computer. i have a huge collection of FLACs and books, which i'm very proud of, and hoarding hentai comes from that + my pseudo-coomer problem. yesterday i noticed the huge amount of loli and cub hentai that i had, and being 100% honest with you, i don't look at them at all, i never get horny out of nowhere; it's always when i looked at something online. i felt so fucking disgusting it was unreal.
sure i don't have the best habits, routines and stuff, but hentai is just tearing my life away. i'm not a serial masturbator, but i do it when i'm bored, which is bad. i should be doing anything but masturbating, since i don't have a good relationship with it. for example, i would 100% trade masturbating for gaming. it's still not a very productive thing, but the harm it does to you (depending on the game, of course, but i only play retro games) is infinitesimal compared to porn and hentai.
about the loli and cub stuff, i admit that i'm a pedophile (loli = children to me and i feel the same attraction towards actual children IRL), and i wanna isolate that desire as much as possible. it's completely unnatural, and i only started developing that corrupted lust because i gave in to loli hentai a couple years ago.
if you're reading this, i already deleted my hentai and porn collection. thank you for encouraging me to do this. it was basically wasted hard drive space that could be used to hoard better stuff/thing that i actually enjoy hoarding, like books, music, movies, documents, leaks, etc.
i'll also find a way to seed that stuff through I2P, since sharing with other people is also a big part of why i have these things saved locally.
>>2 hey i hate webshit too buddy
terrible to be honest
i got oneitis, and im also cuck anxiety is off the charts, i dont think she is even interested in me, then again i dont know what i want with a girl, right now im really not interested in sex, but i know how great it is to feel horny, but now i just feel less than zero and i dont see the point in anything
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