>>254,258
nothing has improved. I've stopped resisting my fate. given up on trying to escape this. can't think of a way out. tired of trying
I'm not gonna kill myself. but I will destroy myself. there's no point of posting here since I've nothing new to add. it's the same old self-destruction
I'll die of deteriorating health in my 30s. late 20s if I'm lucky. I'll drop out of college and spend life alone in an apartment. 10-15% per year is good enough to subsist
that's the plan. I'll post if there are any changes. if not, goodbye, you know how my life will go