fuck I'm scared other humans completely. I was at my uncle's house today and there was a kid there. 6 year old kid. I freaked out. what if the kid sees me and says something mean???
ultimately I went to get some water and the kid came up to me. so I said hi and the kid said hi and we did some small talk. but I was very scared the whole time.
it was only a matter of time before they see all the bad things about me. like the scars on my arm or my depression or whatever else. and I didn't wanna damage them with my badness. I don't wanna damage anyone