I'm not gonna drill holes in myself this summer. that was the original plan. dying in a bloody spectacle. but that won't kill me and will make a mess.
I feel so extremely lost. what am I even doing with life? money isn't enough, not if you're a shitty broken human
there's no point. I don't care about anything, nothing motivates me, I'm lost on all fronts. there's no point of waking up and doing anything, much less waking up everyday for decades to come.
I was gonna send a riddle leading to this thread to the year group. but that's pointless. only a handful will bother to solve it, and they'll be put off by this
(also apparently you can't delete files from IPFS if another peer is hosting it)
I'm thinking of getting on a random train without phone and money, and ending up somewhere far away and dying there