When did it become a crime to have atypical ideas while being otherwise quite, honest, and avoidant? Everyone, even your own family, by default assumes you're the devil and up to something genuinely nefarious, interpreting your scarce words as intent to do harm, even if all you ever wanted was to stop feeling so tired and sick all the time or read and think quietly in the sun. If being ill makes you more quite and avoidant, then you're really out of luck. I guess I learned my lesson, but it really is tedious to determine and maintain a persona, that is lies, which might allow others to leave you alone, and not fear that your honesty, silence, or avoidance (even avoidance as a courtesy) is harassment. It's too late to fix things here, and really always was. I'll try somewhere new, and hope it goes better.