I am fairly lonely myself anymore. I have a couple of companions, but sometimes the weight of the world is hard to deal with. I guess I'm going to try to be grateful for every day as a gift, and try to do more of what I like and if the "normies" (a derogative term I detest) don't like it, they can go to hell. I have to live my own life in love and liberty, and if they don't like it they can kiss my sweet ass.