>>4
Taking my time reading Notes from the Underground, I am enjoying it so far and noticing the similarities between my personality and the personality of the author of those notes. I'd like to expand more about what I think about the book but I cannot really form it in proper sentences, I'd be glad to discuss it but other than that I'll continue reading it and see where it leads.
>>3
I haven't yet found exactly what I'm looking for in mathematics, possibly something I could make see in action in programming. I'm thinking linear algebra, formal proof verification, possibly first-order logic but I think I should start from zero, from precalculus and walk my way through there.
I noticed that I do not like solving exercises that aren't practical, as in don't belong to a real world problem I'm solving, which is why I do not exercise programming and math I suppose, I'll have to overcome this somehow.
Thank you for your recommendations, I'll make sure to read both of them and take my time with this.