https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzF0VZXytUk
The reality is I am not a warrior/hunter, I'm more of a gatherer, I gather info, books and ideas. whilst the warrior the chad lives by instinct and natural order he wins in life, while I keep on hoping that the more I know the probable I'd get that qt3.141 the chad gets effortlessly. He gets invited to parties, and shows, he gets to live, while I watch.
He was a result of a good line of births, while am a crooked teeths weak jaw chinlet porn addict geek result of weak line of births. He was driven by nature, and nature rewarded him. I am not driven by such a power (or driven by brain which is an alien to nature for it thinks) I have deep self-hate for my weakness and that is the only reason I still hope, for it hate is a form of self-love in depth, I have relied on my brains to win the natural order preference.
The gatherer thinks of revenge (while the warrior doesn't even know he exists) on the long term for an order that is out of his hands, he thinks that nature hates him thus he works on destroying the complete order so he could enforce his new order that everybody should become like him, like ME! He says to himself "he's not smart enough he doesn't even understand XYZ he doesn't deserve to win I know more than him, he should know what I know" he should become me so he could be worthy of what he has. in other words, the industrial revolution has been a disaster and the chuds caused it, the weak men the gatherers.
I see clearly now, this is the reality and I have to face it; there's no better order than the natural order, and now it should be supported by mind.
The grass is not enough, and I need to be lost in woods.
I accept myself, and I will help it to trust its instinct, for me I am what stopping nature from exercising its will, and through me it should will, for me I realize this.
Thus A warrior could be born.
wish me the best.
Eat nothing but rare beef steaks and >1500kcals in butter every day and see whether you still feel like a "weak chinlet gatherer" in a year's time or two.
All this mental / psychological treadmill crap poofs away like nothing. All these categories and evaluations. You're then at a "warrior level of stable mental peace" and in top-notch physiological condition and cognitive sharpness too, with a healthy appetite for action and mental (not psychological) stimulation. Your chin might not visually change but that sort of topic will fade out of your perception or attention naturally, which feels day by day and year by year just as fully fine as not having chin-hangups to begin with due to Chad face genetics.
> 2 hint: the "nothing but" part is crucial in that advice, diluting that even occasionally or minorly just truly trashes it.
The reality is hitting 30 with no job, no savings or inheritance, looming health problems, no social life or any social skills and the things you enjoy becoming too mainstream. Even programming, which used to be an avenue for nerds to make some bucks has been taken over by the mob.
Only language learning and light novels remain untouchable by the mob.
came back to update!
I've accepted the truth, and I've embraced the reality, I face life with courage: still sometimes I get coward for this value is new to me and I'm teaching it to myself. but overall I think I'm doing all right, I eat one meal a day, I fuck once a week, and I face the fear of suffering whenever I could. I believe in Courage and excellence, in life and suffering. women are like life, you need courage and balls to face it, they love a man with balls.
I'll try anon's diet advice.