I think you remember the first day,
The first time, the first everything.
Were you always this way, or did what come out of me entered into you?
Me the covet, you just the regular.
Its cost you damage, it brought me closer to god.
Each day I’m losing sight of you, i know it but a part of me wants to be stuck in that pain.
I don’t want to part with the pain but it’s already processing through healing by the grace of god.
You hurt yourself, and you keep hurting, continue regretting…..in silence.
What if you held yourself accountable?
What if one day just out of the blue you came clean, you asked for forgiveness. I would give it to you.
Your chances are reducing by the minute now. I never wanted to get you in trouble but you did it to yourself.
One last chance, one final stance because your fate lies in my hands.
You have no idea into what type of mess you have put yourself in, you almost lost your job, you lost me, your losing your mind, and your losing control..
That’s pretty serious stuff for you because of your unhealthy heart. You grew so cold, I ran away not because of the pain but the shame I felt for you.
The non stop cyber attacking, the non stop invading my privacy. One more chance.
I already have what I need prepared for what is going to happen. I don’t want to see you behind bars, I dont want to see your life ruined. But it’s your doing, for the first time someone outsmarted you, why? Because I’m very intelligent, I killed very slowly.
Justice or Peace?
You can’t allow your ego to dictate your actions because you’re already falling.
Is it so difficult for someone to admit their faults? For you have many, your owners manual comes with to many buttons that send triggers and cause such an outbreak.
You wreak havoc, there are so many secrets and lies you can keep until you collapse.
Remember Humpty Dumpty? He had a Great Wall, he wouldn’t get off of his high horse. So then he had a great fall; then he wasn’t able to put himself back together again, not him, not anyone. This is your last chance. It had to come to this.
Get out of your head, get out of the pride mindset that you have no flaws.
I hope you find this message, I know you will.
You hate me because I know exactly who you are, you hate me because I took away your control, there are no more back ups, no trade offs, no more transactions.
Go ahead and keep hating me it hasn’t served you well, it’s done nothing but caused you to lash out because you have no self discipline when it comes to your anger.
So..
Justice or Peace?