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pleasure of being confined inside

20 2020-04-02 23:30 *

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Hi, I was binging "pleasure of being confined inside", and your thread came up. So, could someone describe that pleasure? What physical sensations are experienced? Do you feel the individual waves of loneliness hitting your insides?

For anyone who has never experimented solitary confinement yet, here how it goes. The first weeks you may feel like absolute shit. Being a herd animal and being deprived of any contact with another human, something unconscious and deeply ingrained in you tells you that without the hird, you're simply going to die.
Then ataraxy kicks in, probably because you realize you don't even need the hurd. Suddenly all is but order and beauty, luxury, calm and voluptuousness. There's a reason why hesychasts went to live alone in the desert. Hell is other people.

One of the main benefits is something you will realize only at the end of your solitary trip. You're now attractive again. As beautiful as a sleeping newborn or as someone who peacefully died. Most of your communication with humans being non verbal, you tend to adopt the grimaces of the persons you're speaking with. Those grins are what makes you ugly. You looked worried, sad, pissed off... But now you're fresh, serene, and that newfound beauty will act like a magnet to other human beings.

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