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(Day-)dreams and nightmares

4 2023-10-02 06:37 *

wake up in shitty flat without privacy
still a dream
wake up again in a different shitty flat without privacy
still a dream
wake up third time in real shitty flat without privacy this time
sleep again
dream that your home is turn into a McDonalds
wake up, sleep again
dream that your home is turned into a supermarket
wake up, sleep again
dream that you wake up in a classroom where you have to write an exam
wake up to a dream where you accidentally took a christ figure of a cross, it looks like terrible blasphemy, all your relatives see it
wake up for real, sleep again
dream that you wake up in the exam room again, you forgot where you put your (legal 1 page of) cheatsheet etc. etc.
when finally wake up for real in the morning, you have visions of suicide and killing people worse than the exam fear, but possibly subconsciously trying to fight the exam fear
all this is so meessed up that you think of this thread and write it up

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