I've spent so much time exploring programming languages but I can't muster the will to actually program anything. I've dabbled in C, Python, Go, Forth, Scheme, Common Lisp, Elisp, assembly, Smalltalk, Prolog, and Java, but I just don't give a shit.
I've read at least a dozen books (and worked through the examples). I've gone through five or six MOOCs, but I just don't have any meaningful problems that computers would solve and I don't need money.
Is there a solution or is the retardation permanent?