fucking hell im now learning on a very special way i have never tried in my life because well fuckk, i never read what i write or even if i wread i dont get it and special ocassion needs special needs but holy cow why do i have to fcking keep on this why not just blow my brains out and die, i'm just earnign money by (trying) to be an engineer or maybe even just en up making some marchandise on my own brand or whatever haha
well, welcoem to life. whatever is weird needs all that is weird to deal with it i guess fuck shit