I think i have read all i need to know from chords to reversing and so on so forth and now the case left is about how to perform as well as...whoever you know on youtube. It seems practice and theory is two different beast entirely... and now it s about making the minds know how to work the hands to play the notes nicely...
on the basic i know the melody: i can hum fine and i am not tone deaf, and i can tell my playing sucks compared to the sound i hear on my laptop, so basically i am musically normal, i guess. In practice i tend to think of the song by humming it and then presing them out randomly until the note fits: i know the notes and its pitches. BUt the problem obviously, you cant just try out all the notes in performing, so naturally, there should be "something" that motivates your ...reflex in order to get the notes correctly?maybe?