How did he walk on water, turn water into wine and move mountains? It's super easy. First realize that 2k years ago languages were very simple and people used ordinary words for feelings. "Split a piece of wood and I am there, Lift a stone and you will find I there." Stone or rock is on your heart, it's a feeling of guilt, shame, fear. "I" is your inner child that is exactly like the inner child of everyone else, including guy called later Jesus. Wood or log is what makes you unemotional, stubborn, prison for your inner child. "I" is the true name of God (not yhwh). I am in everyone and everyone is in Me. Mountain is just a very heavy rock, you "move" it away from you, remove it, "mount" it. Mountains he spoke of are within you. Water is a contrast to wine, water is insipid, it's sadness, boredom (imagine living without electricity and literature), wine is obviously energy, joy, fun. Jesus was a very positive and charismatic man, you cannot win hearts of people by cheap alcohol and terraforming, you do it by love, by being sensitive, by understanding, by inspiring. Also, Jesus never called himself Jesus Christ, he used "I", like a leaf speaking on behalf of the Tree, being a "child" of the Tree (God). Jesus taught how to be like him, how to be I, how to release your inner child, how to turn your personality from a master who controls you into an instrument which you use. Just stop denying yourself, accept reality, accept yourself, humble yourself, stop pretending to be what you are not, get rid of cosmetics both external and internal. Stop denying at all, let it all go, let it all burn, stop caring. If you seeth you win. Yes, you may feel very lonely among clowns.
Jesus did not physically die on the cross, in the cave he underwent a profound transformation of personality, got rid of several blocks in top chakras, regained "wholeness". He experienced infinite love and infinite hate (one cannot exist without the other). His eyes started to shine like that of a happy child. Love yourself like your own child. The "I am the Lord thy God" you should say to yourself in a mirror. Personality mutates, thoughts come and go, I remains, I is eternal, I is a fact of existence. Same kind of transformation underwent Carlos Castaneda in a hotel room. And yet after it, "there's no difference."